Life is a confusion. From the starting to the very end.. and may be I am the standing example of the word. Well may be its true for others too, but cant comment. So let me write about me and if others too feel the same way then can just nod their heads and say.. hmm this seems true.. well I will leave you to do that and continue to write what I feel..
Before life there is the confusion to be a Girl or a boy. someone would say "Do you have a choice"" well who knows may be I had a choice. May be the stork who delivered me gave me the choice... to be the master or the slave.. Who is the master and who the slave is an Open Question and will leave for some other time.. But the choice was huge.. In this world when the sexes are all equal, does it matter?.. but think of it.. The Power to make it all happen with a turn of ur head.. a single tear or a half smile.. and on the other hand.. hmmm well to pee where I want to... in full view of the whole world.. (well exceptions are there the other side too..) hmm and may be getting a guaranteed Orgasm everytime u manage to have sex.. :) well thats something to even out all the beauty and power of the fairer sex..
But I can certainly say it would have been a tough choice to make.. and I finally became the battered half..
After that it would be a fairly easy period of relaxing in my mother's womb.. njoying the flavours of the outside world through her fluids. Listening to the rythm of her heartbeat.. growing in the comfort and warmth of her heart.. hmm the beautiful days... but THEN
The choice of coming out.. and then the choice of How.. and then When.. huh.. confusions again. questions I would not have touched with a long pole.. Why not just leave me there in my cocoon of happiness. Why have so many choices.. If something has to happen then let it happen. Why cant life be just an mathematic equation. Well hopefully a simple one (I really suck at maths). But no there are choices and decisions to be made.
Hey did I tell you about the other choice.. To have Hair or None when I take birth. Many of you will be amused, but serious, think of it? May be my mom will like the bald look (an Umresh Puri Fan perhaps) or the long curly locks of Ronaldino .. and may be the unruly hair of Einstein.. The Son will be genius u know :)
Whew.. finally Its all over.. the choices are made. I see light... was not an pretty sight I can certainly say that.. but will not go into the details now. (May be some other day)
So the choices continue.. with Life's every step and the poor me struggling through all of it - A thoroughly confused soul.
